wha the (11:39pm)

you came back into my life
ha, like you were suppose to.
like i was one of them helpless girls
to wait for you.
you poofed right back into my memories
like some new kind of energy
like i would love you again to infinity.
i like how you offer your last name on a platter to me.
to make matters worse.
but you already did jus that.
yes?
you got a sharp knife and stabbed my back
yeah, it hurt.
you left with her, paid for the cab
while i watched, and signed into rehab
remember?
cuz im shocked how, you come back to me
telling me, thats she's on the leave.
pffft...but i could care less.
yes i consider myself too, a mess
but im out here, hustlin,
strivin to do my best
cause i wont settle with our memories in my nightly rest
oh hell naw baby
i rather be, alone forever, than curl up
back in your arms.
cause you got some damn nerve
assuming, concluding that id be waiting for you,stupid
you almost killed me, and matter fact you did ...
for the worse, yet the better.
so here's our secret, our last love letter

to you from me
i despise you
sincerly...
me