picking the bad apple...on purpose

theres times when im ugly
even fugly!
yet...you still love me
theres times when i cuss
fuss
ohhhh, i have to have it
its a must
yet... you still love me
theres times when i ignore
bore wont even let you explain
i'll jus slam the door
yet...you still love me
when i slap
zap
yap
annoy you trying to rap
yet...you still love me
the constant repetition
the instant recognition
permission
im the car with the fucked up
ignition
cant even start me sometimes
you still love me?
""boo""??
are you still in love
with my flaws and unorderly
clues you have to spend your time
unraveling just to get a kiss
longer than the split second,
like our first kiss, when you missed?
you still saying im with the best
but babe??? babe???
dont forgot your favorite sessions
of my P.M.S
im scared of you
scared of what i found
cause you seem to be still sticking around
to rub my back
while my affection and love
is lacked
and im just ready to attack
at any given second
cause i only prepare myself
for the weak and wack
the ones that leave and deceive
for they are my teachers
they taught me
to look out for myself
to cherish my wealth, beauty
and health
but you switching up the game
cause you just earned your spot
in my hall of fame
separating yourself from the
same ol same
so ima still be scared of you
while you achieve the amazing task
and love me like you do
yet i'll loosen up
smile a lil, more like the
first time i met you
boy, you were so fine and
im still sitting on
this cloud number nine
i just gotta confide baby
yet i still got my armor
and sword by my side

...you still love me??