continutation...its a celebration bitches

i may not have a man beside me
but please oh please
dont remind
me of the fee
of waking up alone
but i think i should be
more grateful
gotta stop being so hateful
for i have a roof under my head
and such a decent bed
so what the hell am i complaining
about?
swimming in all this doubt
but hey!! it's a celebration bitches
such a young soul, searching for the smallest thing
so just scratch that, let me hear
the horns and drums
im going out tonight
forgetting about the struggle, the fight
the hate, the fake, just bake me a cake
cause what?!
it's a celebration
this is not where i stand
not my potential height
im strong, yet very wrong
but
look at this gorgeous faith
of mine
you will find
i have a bittersweet mind
but hey! it's a celebration
no contimination
i got all i need
for the main thing im craving
for is
new colors
in my life
the incision
my decision
to let go
forget it all
for i feel closer
to my solution
of this life- long
confusion
but for now,
it's a celebration lovers
grab a drink
for my self esteem
it seems
is gonna be alright
...tonight