admit it darling and get on with ya life (part of the list)

aiight ima put my guard down
look in the mirror
with this piercing frown
and realize that...
oh hell
..
i miss you meng
for a moment
i release this cleng, of
me acting tough
cuz i miss you
and i've had enough
with pretending you're in my bed
...
sick of screamin'
get the fuck out of my head
but something always reminds me of you
from lovers to new jersey was on the news
...
its all bout you
n im such a good runner
cuz i admit, i ran pretty fast from
the memories of us
but it ends up
with me,myself, and i in a fuss
...
"get it together girl"
his/her's advice chokes me
to capture the world
because im still young at heart
...
but yes i miss you
and i didnt know what i had until
you were gone
until i fucked up royally
and i know you wont read this
cuz "im nothing but the dust"
in which you clean off your shelf now
...

but whats theres to lose
when i admit

i love you.