picking the bad apple...on purpose revised

theres times when im ugly
even fugly!
yet...you still love me
theres times when i cuss
fuss
ohhhh, i have to have it
its a must
yet... you still love me
theres times when i ignore
bore wont even let you explain
i'll jus slam the door
yet...you still love me
when i slap
zap
yap
annoy you trying to rap
yet...you still love me
the constant repetition
the instant recognition
permission
im the car with the fucked up
ignition
cant even start me sometimes
you still love me?
""boo""??
are you still in love
with my flaws and unorderly
clues you have to spend your time
unraveling just to get a kiss
longer than the split second,
of our first kiss, when you missed?
you still saying im the best you ever had
but baby
dont forgot your favorite sessions
of my P.M.S
boy,you know those get bad
im scared of what i found
cause you seem to be still sticking around
to rub my back
while my affection and love
is lacked
and im just ready to attack
at any given second
cause i only prepare myself
for the weak ,the ones that leave and deceive and
I receive a lesson learned
for they are my teachers
they taught me well
but you switching up the game
cause you just earned your spot
in my hall of fame
separating yourself from the
same ol same
so ima still be scared of you
while you achieve this amazing task
and love me like you do
yet i'll loosen up
smile a lil more on the
On the fact that im yours and youre mine
I’ll set up my lawn chair on
this cloud number nine
i just gotta confide baby
yet i still got my armor
and sword by my side

...you still love me??