his sweet bullet

and im waiting for it
anticipating it
craving it
im on some rihanna shit
jus waiting for you to
pull the trigger
to my invisble chest
so i can lay down
and permenately rest
im blindfolded
cuz they say love is blind
and my heart is beating slow
off with the tempo
its all behind
while im tryna find
you in this dark we dance in
this dark that hugs my body
i waiting
anticipating
for you're affrimative action
and my confirming reaction
to fall and leave this world
just leave it all
to you
where you created this plan
about a year ago
when you was tryna so hard
to be my man
but i died...
when i wrote my number on ya hand
yeah this was all planned
to taste the metal in my blood
while im blindfolded
and my vision gets hazy
yeah yeah
i know..im crazy
but could you just pull the trigger
...already
and i'll count to 3 for you start
so you can go and break my heart.

cry

You’re strong for the both of us
But I know you’re hurting inside
You try to laugh and joke
But I know its your pride
That chokes you up and
Makes you want to just hide
But baby
I just want you to cry
Can you just give it a try?
Let it all go
And lay your head on my chest
Let your tears glide down my breast
And I will take care of the rest
You hear me? Cause
With me you’re stripped of
What you cover your self up
In front of others
I more than your girl
Or Friend
I wanna take care of you
Like your mother
Im feeling like you are the one
I want to give my vows to
And say …I do
Im feeling like you are the man
God had permanently planned
For you to put a finger on my hand
And I know you feel it too
And when you hurt
I hurt too
Cause baby I am you
In this weird freaky love equation
And I love you… is our summation
So no need to be anyone else than
The man I feel in love with
We have been through too much
And have much more to endure
As long as its with you
So for now I feel you’re heavy heart
And I see the wounds from all those darts
And my love this is the part…
When you just cry.