surely..you'll break my heart

surely you'll break my
...heart
who wants to be faithful
who wants that part?
we will go up and down
with smiles and frowns
and surely
slowly surely
you'll end up leaving
and my routine starts
with grieving
so why do we run back
to the massacre
why?
because of hope?
because of pleasure?
but really
its the hurt
that is unequally measured
of course you'll break my
...heart
its my favorite part
you wont even realize it
when it happens
but me?
i already know
so call me pessimistic
but im jus being
realistic
while you stand at a
stand still
you dont even know
that youre a natural
at the art of the kill
and its just what i feel
its ok
we all learn to heal
right?
so dont try and act like
you're my heroic knight
whats the point of even
giving this a try
when i forgot how to cry
im only good at saying
goodbye
so leave correct
hey now, no disrespect
but you're way over due
for my heart breaking effect