he never kisses my neck

ha, my momma said
us virgo woman stay
with our men
even if the love dont go according to plan
and ...damn
i wish mama wasnt right all the time
when he doesnt even hold me right
doesnt even kiss me goodnight
and alright, ill jus hold this pillow tight
he loves to fight
thinkin he always right
he never looks into my eyes
he always looks down below
and i know for show
i am jus his show
he keeps me in containment
for i am just his entertainment
yet us virgo women
ha, we dance in denial
cause we think the pain
..is worth our while
ah goodness
he listens but doesnt listen
he touches but doesnt touch
he supposedly loves me
but not that much
and i stay
cause im too lazy to
runaway
and betray this love thats
sits in the middle
of a freeway
hes not a mystery
no need to figure him out
no need to cry and doubt
no need to scream and shout
cause i already know what hes about
hes full of shit
simple as that
as i lay stupid n flat right
by his side
trying be his ride or ...die?
....sighh