music pt.2

i love to overdose on it
oh man
my eyes roll back
when my heart beats with the abstract
just put your hand on my chest
as we lay in the never ending rest
fighting with the world will never end
so i go to something that will ease the pain
and let it mend
what are you thinking?
huh? i need it
dont judge
i fiend for it
i breathe it
and with it...
theres no limitations
to the addiction
for me it more than non-fiction
its something of a dedication
more of a medication
to my insanity
it feels my body up
and frustrates me
holds me
in those lonely cold nights
and i cant believe god
could create something so right
so perfect , but once again
it is god
i believe this drug is god
through melodies
symphonies
harmonies
and ....
you read this and think im crazy
but i dont care
im good at running away
when life is unfair
but i dont run away alone
it holds my hand
its all so well-known
that i'll be gone for a while
so far in the distant mile
so i wouldnt bother following me
as i let my joy unfurl
ill soon be back
to this cruel world