another poem about losing you.

I sit in the corner…once again
With an empty heart
And no hope for it to mend
Yeah once again
I listen to the lyrics
‘Memories made in the coldest winter’
As I’m frozen with my face full of splinters
You have moved on
And I watch you smile
And I smile then cry
Then sigh then
Refuse to say bye to this
Day
But you already walked away
While ‘dancing in the moonlight’
Is on replay.
But hey
It was me that fucked up.
I can’t let go, won’t let you go
It’s a feeling I just won’t shake
So,i have no choice, a force of rejoice and no more of a voice,
to simply fall in love with heartbreak.
Give or take
But is there a drug, some kinda viral bug
For me to forget your name
And our delusional fame
That we called our love game
Is there?
Cause ill take anything
I don’t fricking care
Whats to lose?
When I have so many to choose
Yet I keep running back to the ghost
The spirit of you
In my sleep, as I cringe
And want to drown myself
As I weep
A river
An ocean
To end this despair
and this constant tear.