his sweet bullet

and im waiting for it
anticipating it
craving it
im on some rihanna shit
jus waiting for you to
pull the trigger
to my invisble chest
so i can lay down
and permenately rest
im blindfolded
cuz they say love is blind
and my heart is beating slow
off with the tempo
its all behind
while im tryna find
you in this dark we dance in
this dark that hugs my body
i waiting
anticipating
for you're affrimative action
and my confirming reaction
to fall and leave this world
just leave it all
to you
where you created this plan
about a year ago
when you was tryna so hard
to be my man
but i died...
when i wrote my number on ya hand
yeah this was all planned
to taste the metal in my blood
while im blindfolded
and my vision gets hazy
yeah yeah
i know..im crazy
but could you just pull the trigger
...already
and i'll count to 3 for you start
so you can go and break my heart.